trolling is trouble
and i have fallen victim...after a long needed rest...i'm back...
with tales of terror...
and what started this...
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summer lovin got me a rash...
he's in a relationship...
his profile status has been changed to in a relationship.
although i have not thought about what it's like to be with him or how he's doing, in quite a while, i feel confused...
and i wish i didn't care.
but i want to know what she's like.
i want to know what made him give in to her. to give her something he never would or could give me.
temps said he gave me scraps, and that he did...
yet in my crutched up world of worlds, i'm still jealous.
jealous that he never felt as much for me as i did for him.
and one of my most amazing friends set me up recently.
i gave up the two and a half month dating diet.
i broke it for the cutest boy...
we went out on two dates.
he's amazing.
he's funny.
he's smart.
he's completely capable of giving.
i feel nothing.
why?
why the douche bag?
why feel something for someone that can never give back?
i know a relationship with the rash would be wrong and out of order and i should get over it considering it was a) a year ago b) took up not even a complete 3 months in my 26 years of life...
do i wish him good luck and say goodbye?
i know i should.
but he's in my head.
in it.
and i hate it.
and i want to forget this even happened.
posted by tinamarie @ 2:40 PM
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